your stuff & junk thread

so, you got stuff & junk on your mind, and you want to just let it out sometimes? please do share.

sure, you could tell your significant other, or anyone who is close to you, but sometimes it's just easier and simpler to do it on a forum. who knows why that's true, but sometimes, just sometimes, it is.

i'm missing a friend. i've known him for over 5 years now. we've written to each other for that long, as well as talking for hours-on-end on the phone. he's been such a special person in my life who has opened up a whole new world to me. he has such an outlook on life that i never thought possible.

but i suppose i screwed things up because i was too much, and asked too much of him.

my life has been a crazy ride this past year, my husband lost his job after 22 years, and we almost had to foreclose on our house..and there's plenty more. but now we're doing fairly well again and we have some happiness.
all i want is to share that happiness with my friend, instead of always bitching to him about my problems. but the sad thing is that he's not speaking to me now.
i wish i could get him back because he's been such a wonderful person to share my thoughts with.